i used to believe in reincarnation<\/p>\n
but now i am not so sure<\/p>\n
i think my fanciful thinking began in my early twenties when i for unclear reasons <\/p>\n
thought i had been a cave dweller and an english lord in former lives<\/p>\n
then after a profound meditation initiation i felt i had come home and been a hindu monk in a former life <\/p>\n
that fanciful idea may have been closer to reality than the others
\nbecause i took to hindu meditation practices and philosophies with tremendous zeal<\/p>\n
and had experiences that seemed to bear that belief out<\/p>\n
but now i have my doubts about reincarnation being real contrary to claims of people who say they know they lived former lives<\/p>\n
and they might be right<\/p>\n
but i have no desire to return to this life<\/p>\n
i could return into a horrible world on the cusp of a nuclear holocaust or some other horrific happening<\/p>\n
and i once read that when you died you had a choice to advance
\nspiritually in the afterlife or return to the school for souls on earth<\/p>\n
i liked the idea of having a choice <\/p>\n
but odds are what i read about the choice was nonsense<\/p>\n
but getting back to the transmigration of souls<\/p>\n
romantic fool that i can be <\/p>\n
without hesitation i would come back to this life for a true and lasting love that somehow i knew was destined to be my forever soulmate<\/p>\n
and for her love i would willingly be born into a nuclear holocaust just to find her and be with her <\/p>\n
bob boyd <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
i used to believe in reincarnation but now i am not so sure i think my fanciful thinking began in my early twenties when i for unclear reasons thought i had been a cave dweller and an english lord in former lives then after a profound meditation initiation i felt i had come home and… Continue reading