Her YouTube channel appeared on my YouTube Page
\nover four years ago,
\nsomething about kundalini energy.<\/p>\n
Curious, I visited her channel,
\na pretty woman probably in her 30s.
\nWell meaning, a tender soul,
\noffering help and spiritual information to others,
\nposting videos daily.<\/p>\n
As I looked at her videos ascending to the
\ntop of them,
\nsadly, tragically, I saw her mental health declining.<\/p>\n
When I reached her final videos,
\nshe had moved to Hawaii, seemingly on a whim,
\nposting videos whenever she could.<\/p>\n
Homeless, mentally unstable, she seemed
\nto have gotten in some trouble there with no one
\nhelping her, getting her off the streets.<\/p>\n
In her final video she said she was going remote
\nto live in a forest away from her troubles in the city.
\nAnd she never posted on her YouTube channel after that.<\/p>\n
Her fate hit me hard. I got caught up in her plight,
\nworried for her, as though she were a sister or a friend.<\/p>\n
I sent her an email I found on her YouTube channel,
\nhoping she was okay.<\/p>\n
I never heard from her.
\nI fear she met an awful fate.<\/p>\n
I believe she had a lifelong mental health condition
\nthat led to her becoming irrational despite all she
\nhad done to help others.<\/p>\n
Sometimes I check her YouTube channel hoping
\nthat she will come back there and be okay and
\nmaybe with a boyfriend or a husband enjoying
\na new and happy life helping people again.<\/p>\n
But I fear she is dead and gone, and if there’s
\na heaven, I hope she’s in it. <\/p>\n
Bob Boyd<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Her YouTube channel appeared on my YouTube Page over four years ago, something about kundalini energy. Curious, I visited her channel, a pretty woman probably in her 30s. Well meaning, a tender soul, offering help and spiritual information to others, posting videos daily. As I looked at her videos ascending to the top of them,… Continue reading