I Don’t Know About You

I know about things like
Consciousness expansions
Bliss beyond measure
Peace unimaginable
White Light like the sun
Permanent kundalini energy
Palpable spiritual radiance
Amazing synchronicities
Spiritual dreams
Love without limits
Loving kindness
Compassion in action
But I don’t know about you
I can’t fathom
I can’t divine
I can’t prophesize
If I could trust you
If you’d be true
If you’d be there
If ever I needed you
If I could depend on you
And I’m thinking
I’m too old
My heart too
Battle hardened
From too many
Wars of Roses
To ever throw
The dice again.

Bob Boyd

An Illuminating 27th Summer

Heard an old song about a guy born in a summer when he was 27.
I get that song; it was kind of about me, though not directly.
At age 27, sitting in meditation transcending like many other times
Unexpectedly White Light lit up my head like the sun,
An OMG mindblowing moment unexpected and unprepared for.
Knew I was about to merge with the cosmos
And leave everything near and dear behind
Including my girlfriend Ruth, whom I loved dearly.
Frightened, almost shocked, pulled out of meditation shaking
Three green lights flashed above my head bizarrely.
Days later, outside of meditation Kundalini energy
Flowing from the base of my spine to the top of my head
All through the waking state, an upward pristine flow
Incomparable spiritual energy streaming nonstop
Instinctively knew what went up was never coming down
Thought I was entering Cosmic Consciousness prematurely
A chilling thought, strapped in a psychiatric ward implications
Cosmic Consciousness never happened, but could handle it now.
Over 50 years later, Light born spiritual energy still flows upward
From that OMG mindblowing awakening in an illuminating summer,
A new and better 27-year-old spiritually remade reborn man.

Bob Boyd

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