Month: April 2025

The night was dark
the woods were
unnaturally quiet
I knew my love
was coming for me.

I wanted and
didn’t want this
night because of
the price I had
to pay.

I heard her howls
coming closer
and closer, and
my heart beat
faster and faster
as I began to
really think about
the cost and
could I go through
with it, the
sacrifice I’d have
to make.

But when I saw
her coming to
me out of the
darkness, all my
reservations melted
at the sight of her.

She howled at me
lovingly, and I
steadied my breath
pulled out my
pistol and shot
three silver
bullets into her
and almost shot
myself to death
afterwards feeling
like I couldn’t
live with what
I had done.

Though I wanted her,
though I needed her,
though I loved her,
I just couldn’t
let her go on
killing people,
especially
after that
10-year-old girl
she slaughtered.

I stood with my
pistol smoking,
tears falling,
and I knew I’d
have to turn
myself in
to the police
and confess
to killing
my wife and
spend the rest of
my life in prison
because nobody
would ever
believe my wife,
an esteemed doctor,
could in any way
be a mythical monster.

But then I decided
to tell the truth
and be thought
insane, so I could
be put in a hospital
for the insane
instead of the
insane conditions
of a prison.

Bob Boyd

Many go missing in National Parks. David Paulides, author of the Missing 411 books, when once asked about how many missing people in National Parks he investigates yearly, he replied:

“We probably research several hundred people per year.”

One moment someone is in sight, like hikers hiking in a line and the last person in the line goes missing and is never found. A child is within his parents sight, a moment later the child is gone forever.

Dogs won’t track some cases because of not picking up any scents or from fear of tracking for unknown reasons.

In some cases, only shoes of the missing person are found, and despite extensive searches, nothing else of that person or his or her clothes is found.

Many disappearances are near water, lakes, ponds, rivers, etc.

Some vanishings are in Granite Boulder Fields. David Paulides talks about many people disappearing in or around Granite Boulder Fields, particularly in Yosemite National Park.

Highly intelligent people like doctors seem to go missing more than others. People who are German appear to go missing more as well.

Some of the missing have been highly experienced hunters and trackers, that begs the question: Are paranormal sources involved when people that experienced vanish?

Paranormal Theories:

Aliens abducting people

If aliens are the reason, perhaps they are unseen because of having an ability to move in and out of dimensions at will or the ability to appear and disappear instantly.

Maybe unheard because of an ability to move with lightning speed before an abductee can scream or yell for help.

Maybe because of technology or powers that can stun a person, shutting down that person’s physical and mental abilities before the capture.

People vanishing in portals or being trapped in them by supernatural means.

I heard on a Coast to Coast broadcast that David Paulidies said some physicists believed in portals and that they could be used militarily to make a troop of enemy soldiers vanish.

Perhaps there are hotspots where people walk into unseen portals.

Maybe portals appear and disappear for unknown reasons, and it’s luck of the draw if a person walks into one or is captured by one.

Unknown Supernatural Entities

Supernatural entities unknown and untraceable leaving no clues or ever being seen.

Whatever the reasons for all these 411 missing people, no definitive explanations exist.

After everything I’ve read and listened to about these cases, right or wrong, tin hat or no tin hat, I’m beginning to lean toward the alien abduction theory.

Bob Boyd

He always fell in love too easily,
too soon, too fast, too hard.

He wondered if his rushing in
was the result of feeling unloved
by one parent as a child.

Or, if he was somehow deficient
in some other psychological way
with an inability to take his time.

Or if like the euphoria with alcohol
or drugs, he was addicted to
falling in love beyond sense,
beyond reasoning, his mind
blown with the ecstasy of it.

Maybe it was like that saying,
“The heart knows what it wants,”
and he could no more ignore
falling in love too soon
than the stars cannot ignore
shining in the sky, the planets
cannot ignore spinning.

And looking back maybe at times
the cost of falling in love too soon
was high, but he felt despite that
in the end it was all worth it.

And, oh, how he misses those long
gone days of falling in love too soon,
as he hears soft rock romantic songs
playing in the background of his
waning life, his remaining years.

Bob Boyd

I used to be an avid viewer of any and all martial arts contact competitions. I practically lived for watching those competitions with the resultant adrenaline rushes and the exciting moves and thrilling matches.

Mixed Martial Arts, Jiu Jitsu, Judo, Muay Thai, karate, kung fu, etc. I loved watching them all. I watched UFC matches for years. I watched European Kickboxing Competitions on TV when I lived in the Philippines and other fighting competitions I saw on TV there.

I particularly liked the amazing Muay Thai, possibly one of the greatest combat skills on the planet with Muay Thai fighters starting their training as children.

But in one UFC match I saw, a guy got hit so hard with a spinning back kick that the contact to his head sounded almost as loud as thunder, and he instantly dropped to the floor as if dead. The hush over the audience and the broadcasters and the coaches was as if they feared the fighter was dead too.

Miraculously, the fighter was alive, but with a blow that hard it made me wonder if he’d have brain damage or be an early candidate for dementia.

Then I read how many Muay Thai fighters got banged up badly from fighting since childhood with lifelong injuries.

And my zealous enthusiasm began to sour on contact sports that left participants with the possibility of lifelong injuries and/or mental impairments, like the boxing great, Muhammad Ali.

And I no longer could watch any contact sports after that.

Bob Boyd

People who have been clinically dead and come back to life, NDEers, those that had Near Death Experiences, say communication in the afterlife is telepathic, and you understand everyone regardless of the language they spoke while living.

One reason is there are no flesh and blood bodies and no voice boxes there to talk with or make sounds with.

People who allege they’ve been abducted by aliens and those, even military personnel, who claim they’ve had interactions with aliens say aliens communicate telepathically.

I’ve probed these matters so much, first as a skeptic, that I now believe some or many of these accounts are true.

And, with scientists saying there are an estimated 50 sextillion planets in the universe, to me it’s a given and logical that life has to exists elsewhere in the vastness of the cosmos.

I didn’t even know what sextillion meant. My numbers stopped at billions, and I found it hard to wrap my mind around a number like sextillion. I was never stellar at math, pun intended.

And, P.S. I believe if Bigfoot exists, he’s interdimensional, and some wiser heads than me believe that too. Others think there’s a UFO connection. Whether true or just a conspiracy theory, things like this fascinate me.

Bob Boyd

She’d been attacked by a werewolf when she stepped into our backyard one night to take some clothes off the clothesline.

I fired three silver bullets at the werewolf and missed. I had a cache of silver bullets I made because there’d been a werewolf sighting in the forest surrounding our country home.

The werewolf sped away before I could get more shots off. My wife survived the attack with only a small bite, but she and I knew that was enough.

We knew she was doomed to become a werewolf the next full moon night. And we had to figure out how to deal with it.

I hate to admit I felt like killing her to save her from her fate and to save others from her, but I couldn’t do it. I couldn’t kill my loving wife of ten years.

The following month right before the full moon appeared my wife and I had decided she would be locked in the escape-proof cellar.

The full moon rose. My wife howled and howled in the cellar, and her howls sounded as if they came out of hell.

A while later, I heard a crashing sound in the cellar and glass breaking. Then I heard two separate howls outside the house.

I peeked out my front window and saw a male and female werewolf running into the forest hand in hand. I grabbed my pistol loaded with silver bullets and went down to the cellar to check on my wife.

I saw the cellar window that was ten feet above the room had been broken from the outside, and my wife was gone. I knew then she had run off with the werewolf, the one that bit her, and I feared I’d never see my wife again.

It was as if the werewolf bite was like a love spell that bound him and my wife together.

I’d searched the forest every full moon night for years after that, my pistol loaded with silver bullets to kill the male werewolf who stole my wife and to try to save her from the darkness that had invaded her innocent soul.

But I never found him or my wife, as if they migrated to a faraway hunting ground. And I knew I’d lost my wife forever.

Bob Boyd

He saw the electronic speed sign flashing 30 miles an hour. An old man whose life had gotten abysmally boring, he became inspired.

He turned around in his 2020 Honda Accord and drove thirty yards back down the street. He turned around again, and pushed the gas pedal to the floor and sped past the sign at 50 miles an hour.

After that, he made it a practice to speed up whenever he saw an electronic speed sign. He got an exhilarating thrill out of beating the assigned speed limits, like when he listened to an old song he liked, I Can’t Drive Fifty Five.

Beating those speed limits made him feel like he did in his youth, a hippie and a rebel protesting the Vietnam war and sticking it to the Man with his freak flag flying, his unconventionally long, wild hair.

As he got the hang of driving faster on electronical sign monitored streets, he kept breaking his speed records, his personal best, a buck and a quarter.

Bob Boyd

Greensboro Park contains a Vortex, a hotbed of paranormal happenings. You name it, seen it, parades of cryptids passing through – Bigfoot, Wendigo, Spring-Heeled Jack, to name a few, usually in the dark, rare occasions in daylight.

Saw Spring-heeled Jack, a rainy day in May. With high-powered spring heels he sprang up a 30-foot-tall tree and laughed at me; that devil knew I couldn’t jump that high.

Did you know Bigfoot has a twin? Saw them both in Greensboro Park, Christmas Eve 2023. Could be mistaken, but I think they wanted to give me a surprise Christmas present beneath twinkling Christmas tree lights, but I ran away too scared by the size and frightening sight of the Bigfoot duo to hang around for a Christmas present or my death.

The Vortex has a dark side. For some tuition money, a student at UNC, Greensboro, Michelle Burns, sweet, beautiful sophomore, started cryptid tours in Greensboro Park for $20 a head. Tours didn’t feature real cryptids, members of her sorority dressed as cryptids, disrespectful fakes, an affront to the Vortex.

As I foresaw in a dream and warmed Michelle about, but she wouldn’t listen, the Vortex took offense. During Michelle’s final tour, the Vortex opened, the skies thundered, Michelle screamed, the terrifying Vortex swallowed her, and she was never seen again.

Often on moonlit nights in Greensboro Park, like psychics coaxing dead people to go to the Light, I coax Michelle, who was my girlfriend, to come back to the park, and I beg the Vortex to forgive her and release her.

So far no luck; the vortex doesn’t forgive easily and will not be mocked.

Bob Boyd

Going on forty and lonely, she married a man who simply was available.

He wasn’t the prince charming she had always dreamed of, but he was financially stable and a kind and decent man.

As the years with him passed by, she felt she had settled, and her love for him had waned.

At times, she wondered if she divorced him, she’d have another chance of finding her prince charming.

But she feared being alone for the rest of her life, and she had gotten much older, her body and face less attractive.

So she remained unhappy in her lackluster marriage and found her prince charming vicariously by watching soap operas on TV.

Bob Boyd

When his high school girlfriend, Angela, who promised to marry him left him for another guy

he joined the military. saw action in Iraq, and four years later returned to his city a war-hardened man.

He looked for Angela, still in love with her, learned she had moved to another city and had gone missing mysteriously.

Years later a dream, he saw she had been murdered and he woke up crying.

A day later Angela’s body was found buried in a forest, her murderer, a serial killer arrested and jailed.

Now with tears in his eyes, he brings flowers to her grave and prays he’ll see her again in a dream and when he dies.

Bob Boyd

Jonathan thought when she left the earth plane, he was finally free of her, his hateful ex-wife who burned down his house and died of a massive heart attack before being sent to prison.

But after she died, her spiteful spirit arose and terrorized him, manifesting as an apparition of a red-eyed, evil spirit with long razorlike claws, snakes for hair like a medusa and fanged teeth. She whispered curses in his head, tormented him in terrifying nightmares and appeared to him many times daily.

Nearly losing his wits, about to have a mental breakdown, he heard of a wizard who dressed in black, always had a raven perched on his shoulder, and had powers over dark forces. He visited the wizard to see if the wizard could end his ex-wife’s ghastly torments.

While Jonathan was sitting at a table and talking with the wizard, a cheerful old man with the raven on his shoulder, his ex-wife appeared floating in the air and threatening to kill them.

The wizard, unaffected, stood up, chanted a spell in a strange language, and his raven morphed into a dragon spirit and sprang at Jonathan’s ex-wife. Though she tried to claw the dragon spirit to death with rapid deadly slashes, her slashes only cleaved the air.

The dragon spirit swirled around her dodging her attacks and breathing blasts of fire on her. She screamed and shrieked, her arms flailing, her spirit body burned and flamed until all that was left of her were astral ashes that evaporated into the ethers.

The dragon spirit’s work done, the battle won, the dragon spirit morphed back into the raven perched on the old wizard’s shoulder, and Jonathan never saw his hateful, dead ex-wife again.

Bob Boyd

It was believed the legendary Chinese emperor Yandi was born from his mother’s telepathic union with a dragon. Imagine if on some other interdimensional level that were true.

Imagine if that were a common practice with mothers of future emperors in ancient China and dragons were real and true symbols of imperial power.

Though grandiose, I like the idea of that. And I like Chinese dragons.

I like that they are symbols of cosmic balance, luck, and protection.

I like the unique and exotic way they look, and that they are thought to be celestial.

Sure this is all mythological, but imagine if in some world, in some dimension, the claims and the stories about Chinese dragons were all true.

I like the idea of that. Maybe you do too.

Bob Boyd

Gifted Chinese poet Cu Gheng wrote poetry at an early age
One of the rebellious, Misty Poets who didn’t follow the CCP
Risked their lives writing poems that didn’t align with the party line
Hailed as a great poet writing innovative surrealist verse
Cu Cheng had one major flaw. He was insanely controlling
And physically abusive to Xie Yi, his beautiful, Chinese wife
Though he may have loved her in some crazed, unloving way
He murdered her with an ax and hung himself to death in 1993

Bob Boyd

and a real love of your life happened in the afterlife; and crushes that never happened but should have became real and lasting, true loves there too.

and were even better and realer than those fairy tales with happy ever after never ending loves that never happened in this often lovelorn, weary world.

imagine if the afterlife were a fairy tale-like paradise where you could just wish for a lasting true love, and like in the fairy tales that wish would come true.

sure I’m a dreamer with a vivid, maybe overactive imagination, but I’m writing these words like wishes hoping that dreams of eternal romantic love will come true in the afterlife evermore for me and for you.

Bob Boyd

When I lived in Vermont, I saw on TV that a woman had been shot to death by her POS monster of an ex-husband in a busy parking lot in front of a grocery store.

Things like this not only sadden me for the woman but enrage me that a man, like a monster, would harm or kill a woman.

And though I’m a lot about gentleness, peace and love, I’d have no problem with these monsters being put to death.

And I wish penalties and protections were stronger for woman physically abused by their supposed to be loving partners.

I’ve seen where Restraining Orders offer little protection with SOB abusers violating them, sometimes killing the insufficiently protected women.

I’d like to see serious jail times for these cowardly monsters among real men, the good husbands and boyfriends who are gentle, caring and loving to their wives and girlfriends unlike those cruel and wicked abusers.

I’m not a believer in eternal damnation, but were I God and if there were a hell, I’d send all these POS men to it, regardless of their excuses or so called extenuating circumstances.

Pisses me off that some of my gender are so cruel, fucked up, and monsters to women.

Bob Boyd

Started writing poems a little over a year ago after an unexpected cancer diagnosis and a brief hospital stay with many tests and examinations.

Now I’m 80 years of age and feel healthy as a racing horse with the cancer gone and still working out and riding my exercise bike for 2 hours daily.

I see these poems as being like swan songs that I write till the end of my life, going out with words that are like musical lyrics to me, a final symphony of swan songs.

The problem is a doctor at the hospital said I could live another 30 years, and that’s a long time for an aging mind to keep writing poems.

And, quite frankly, I don’t want to live 30 more years with the risks of debilitating diseases and mental impairments, like dementia.

Not to mention the diminished quality of life as one reaches the 90s and beyond.

But in the meantime, I’ll just keep composing these poems for as long as I can.

Bob Boyd

I don’t know about you, but I could never live
in those rocket ships astronauts travel in space with.

Instead of being a space cowboy, I’d be a space coward.

For example, the Boring Starliner rocket that the
astronauts were trapped in for over 9 months
was 390 cubic feet.

It was no larger than a small room or a large closet.

I’d get claustrophobic in such a small space
for even a day.

I’d fear things that could go wrong in space,
a barely known place.

I’d fear being blown up in a take off explosion blast.

I’m nowhere near as brave as those fearless
space travelers.

But I would be heroically brave in other circumstances.

Without hesitation, I would have taken a bullet for a young woman I used to work with.

I was too old for her for a romance, even though I know she had a crush on me, and I would have wanted to be with her if there hadn’t been over 40 years between us.

I had something close to unconditional love for her.

Because I’d lived a full life, I easily could have afforded to die for her.

I could not bear the thought of her hopes, dreams, her life ending in such a horrible way.

Despite that gallant thought, which I would have gone through with instantly,

I’d be a coward in living like the brave astronauts traveling in a rocket ship no larger than a small room.

Bob Boyd

I glance out of my second floor apartment window and see a sparrow sitting on top of the For Rent Sign stuck in the lawn for the vacant apartment below me.

The sparrow looks left and right and flies to the ground, maybe for a worm, if sparrows eat worms like robins.

Maybe he saw some other delicious morsel like a small bug.

He flies back on the top of the sign and doesn’t appear to be eating.

I’m wondering what he’s really thinking about sitting on top of that sign.

I know he’s not considering moving in, and I know he has a cortex with many neurons just like I do, so maybe he can think like me.

Then I wonder if he is pondering the nature of existence or maybe kinda like a Zen Buddhist contemplating the sound of one wing flapping.

I try to telepathically get inside his head to plumb his thoughts and the depths of his avian brain, but it’s a cold and rainy day, my brain waves are askew,

and my psychic transmissions have been rendered partly cloudy, and the sparrow has flown away anyhow, perhaps having psychically

divined what I was about and decided to fly away to avoid my faux pas invasion of his feathered privacy.

Bob Boyd

I remember how when my first girlfriend
a lovely teenage, blonde beauty,
would stare into my eyes with
this look that said she wanted
me to kiss her.

In those incomparable moments,
everything vanished from sight,
except her mesmerizing look.

It was as if the entire universe,
the entire world, and everything in it
except her look became nonexistent.

And her kiss, that sweet kiss,
took me beyond this world
into a place that felt like a heaven.

Bob Boyd

In 1897, Elva Zona Heaster Shue was buried and alleged to have died of natural causes without an autopsy in Greenbrier County, West Virginia.

Her mother, Mary Jane Heaster, saw Elva in a dream, and Elva told her that Elva’s husband, Erasmus Stribbling Trout Shue had murdered her.

Mary Jane visited the local prosecutor, John Alfred Preston and told him about the dream.

Maybe because Preston had suspicions Erasmus had murdered a deceased ex-wife, whether or not he believed Mary, he ordered an autopsy of Elva’s body.

The autopsy revealed Elva had been strangled to death, her neck broken, her windpipe crushed and bruising around her neck.

A trial ensued, and Erasmus was found guilty of the murder of Elva Zona Heaster Shue, and she became known as the Greenbrier Ghost.

Bob Boyd