He sees the female backup singer in the 1979 song Makin’ It in a YouTube video.
He finds himself liking her long, blondish hair, almost down to her waist, her trim, petite figure, her green blouse, and her form fitting black slacks.
He likes the way she dances, her legs moving from side to side, the way she sings, and the sweetly pleasing sound of her lovely voice.
He realizes he has developed a crush on her and is foolishly imagining that love would have been perfect being with her.
He is in denial about the fact she is 47 years older now than in the video and might not still be alive and no longer looks the way she did back then.
When that reality dawns on him, he gets more irrational and chooses to think that maybe his obsession is a sign that when he dies he might be with her,
which might explain why he is so foolishly attracted to her and what is no longer her, but he fails to realize he cannot see the most important part of her; i.e. her brain,
meaning even if his attraction had ever materialized he might not have been compatible with her or she might have been too difficult to get along with or all about the money.
When the video ends, he gets a reprieve and returns to normalcy – until the next time he watches that video and becomes unrealistically captivated with her all over again.
Bob Boyd