Today I stood at your grave
My tears watering the flowers
I brought for you.
I lost my faith in God the
Day your screwed up
Ex murdered you.
He’s in a grave too, his fate
Worse than yours and
More than deserved.
Now I wander city streets
Sometimes talking to you
In my head.
I’ve gone a little crazy
From thinking about how
You’re in that grave
Just a corpse rotting away
In that cold ground and
Gone from me forever.
I have wondered why this
Terrible nightmare had to happen
To you and me.
I wish I could be dead like
You and end this misery in
My ever aching heart
I’ve thought about killing myself;
It’s too hard to go on without you,
But I haven’t the guts to do it.
My friends say time heals all wounds
But this wound will stay open
For the rest of my miserable life.
I just can’t go on without you and
I don’t want to go on in a Godless
World you’re no longer in.
Bob Boyd
