Age 27 sitting in meditation
went deeper than usual
white light brighter than
the sun lit up my head.
My consciousness
began expanding into
the infinite cosmos.
Two days later kundalini
energy began rising
from the base of
my spine to the crown
of my head 24/7
And despite being a
hardcore party guy
before that and
getting drunk
too much,
I never drank again.
With kundalini I
intuitively knew
what went up was
never going down,
permanent mystical
experience to this
79th year of my life.
Thought I was
going to attain
cosmic consciousness
aka mystical union,
but so far it hasn’t
happened.
Diagnosed with cancer
three years ago
recovered from it
but back then
felt I was close to
dying.
Began re-reading
near death
experiences (NDEs)
that I’d read
in the seventies,
saw them as
roadmaps into
the afterlife.
Saw the common
threads in them:
the life review,
the Source,
the unconditional
love —
looked forward to
dying.
Then I saw NDE cases
on YouTube videos
about atheists who
felt or were in hell.
Like the saying
there are no atheists
in foxholes, they
prayed foxhole
prayers to Christ.
Christ heard their
desperate, frightened
prayers.
He came to them
in spirit or in Light.
Rescued them from
the hellish
experiences, demons,
tortures, people
screaming,
hell fires,
people trapped
there forever.
And the atheists
returned to life
believers.
To that me was a
validation of the
reality of Christ.
Was so impressed
with what to me
was like a
revelation that
I became a believer.
The conversion
raised my morality
higher than at any
time in my life
to my astonished
surprise.
Kundalini energy
kept flowing
ever upwards
unaffected by
the conversion.
Now I sit in
contemplation of
Christ and devoutly
place this mystical,
spiritual energy
in his hands
to do whatever is
best with it.
Sometimes in
those contemplations
I feel that like
a supersonic rocket
I’m going to blast
off into the heavens
or experience
mystical union.
So far so divinely good.
So far it all seems
so incredibly right
and bringing me
closer to the Light.
Bob Boyd
