Day: July 7, 2026

On my YouTube channel, her YouTube
videos keep popping up.

She’s a young Russian woman, living
there in the country.

She’s more than pretty enough, and she
has a lovely figure.

Everytime I see her channel, I wonder what
it would be like

if when I died I was destined to be reborn in
Russia and fated to eventually

be living peacefully in the country away
from the cities, the smog and the crime

and in love with a more then pretty enough
woman like her.

Bob Boyd

He was screwed by his genetics,
had genes predisposing him to be

a lost cause, malevolent serial killer
born to torture and kill.

And he could no more be rehabilitated
then a chicken could be turned into a cow.

He killed and tortured many women without
any empathy.

He enjoyed seeing them pleading, crying,
screaming, and dying.

If there’s a personal and loving God, my
question to this God would be why do you

allow such a monster to roam this world
torturing and killing so many innocents?

But maybe you’re an impersonal God only,
and all the events on earth are random

without any Divine intercessions or heavenly
protections.

Bob Boyd

Based on many near death experiences,
I’ve read and heard about,

I believe there’s a spirit world.

What I wonder about is if we need any
sustance there,

and the need for romantic love.

Since we wouldn’t have any internal
organs there,

I don’t think we need food.

And since I don’t think anybody procreates
there,

I don’t believe there’s any romantic love.

But, don’t get my wrong, I’d like there to
be romantic love in the spirit world

minus all the complications of it in this world.

Bob Boyd

Some people criticized Tesla for obsessing over pigeons.
I don’t have a problem with that.

While living in New York, he spent many hours
feeding pigeons in a park.

If I’d lived in New York, I would have liked to have
fed them too.

Sometimes he took injured pigeons home to help them
heal and get well.

I find that praiseworthy and admire Tesla for caring
enough for pigeons to do that.

Supposedly, he said he fell in love with a white pigeon,
like a man falls in love with a woman.

And when she died, a bright white light shone from her
eyes brighter than any light he had generate with machinery.

Tesla was depressed and distraught when she died,
told friends he felt like his life’s work was finished.

I don’t have a problem with any of that, maybe he had a mystical
connection with that pigeon beyond human comprehension.

Even if what I wrote is just bunk, at least his obsession wasn’t
hurting anybody, nor himself and his fame.

Bob Boyd