I remember how you were a bully when you were
twelve years old.
All the little boys in your neighborhood were
frightened of you.
But I wasn’t when you pushed your bike into
my bike and I pushed mine into yours.
You left me alone after that until you became
a beautiful teenage girl
and talked me into coming into your grandmother’s
house when she wasn’t there.
And you kissed me oh so deliciously and began to
seduce me, but I got a freak bloody nose,
and that ended what might have been an afternoon
of my first taste of carnal pleasures.
Because you had some kind of a bad reputation
my parents forbid me to see you again.
And you disappeared from my life except for one
day when I saw you in high school with some guys.
I never saw you again after that, but now I wish
I could have found out more about you,
like why you only lived with your grandmother
without a mother and a father, and if I had maybe
I could have helped you to be a better person without
a bad reputation.
Bob Boyd